watching: nothing cept the computer screen
listening to: cartoons on the tv behind me
mood: bored

Its been so long since I have made an entry months!

I totally forgot the site address, I tred making aother blog and blogger.com but I didnt like it at all. I am gonna post an update, well copy and paste from my other blog....

March 7, 2005
the beach

So we went to the beach today, well earlier this afternoon really. Whn we left it was nice and warm here, the girls and I were n shorts, Pacific City was chilly and very foggy. The Pelican didnt have the beer bottles Jerry wanted. So we decided to just go eat and come home. The good lil seafood resturant we used to go to all the time isnt a good lil seafood restuarant anymore, its chink food, like pretty much everything around here anymore, you cant understand them and quite frankly I think they want it that way. The food was ok, the waitress was a bitch. There wsa an older couple in there that just adored the girls! On the way home we stopped at the fish hatchary and the girls got to feed the fish. Makayla loved and just had a blast, but Madison wasnt too into it. Came home and layed the girls down for a nap and here I have been since then, I was hoping Kev emailed me but he didnt.

beautiful day turned nasty
Yesterday wsa just what the title says to a "T"! just asfter I finished my entry from yesterday Kathy came over with Amelia and Amaryssa and it was just beautiful yesterday, about 70 degrees and its supposed to be even warmer the rest of the week. Well we htought we would go to her house put the other seat in her van and go to the beach, well we went to her house and Daniel had a pissy idea about that so we decided we would just go the the grade school playground and have a picnic, so we got things ready and to the school we went. Ate and decided to get get Joey from Mikey, so he could play with Makayla. As we were getting ready to go get him Kevin and Melinda showed up with him, they stayed and hung out with us a while. Kevin and Kathy and some what me got into a little food fight with Jello lol. Kevin and melinda went home and Kathy and I went to my house with the kids. She stayed a little while, Jerry got hoe so she left. Kevin and Melinda came over to BBQ burgers. Melinda starting drinking and the same old, same old. She ended up knocking the shit out of Kevin and theres no way in hell hes gonna fight back! Jerry had to tell her to leave and Kevin stayed the night here. Kevin and I stayed up til 2 am talking about his trial and other stuff as well. Kevin decided he is done wit that bitch! Enough is enough! Today Jerry and I are taking the girls to the beach, its nice out already!

March 8, 2005
had the shit scared out of me
Yesterday Makayla ran off we couldnt find her for about an hr! Scared me to death anything could have happened! The went to the neighbors house, Jerry finally found her, this would have happened yet again if he were watching her like he was supposed to!

March 10, 2005
Hating yahoo
I for sure hate yahoo mail now! Itr took me like an hr to create my sig! UGH! So annoying!

At my wits end!!!!
I am so at my wits end with Makayla!!!!!!! I dont eeven know what to do anymore!!!! She once again tried to sneak off a little while ago, caught her in the lower pasture this time. I beat her little butt, but that doesnt really do any good. All I get is a sore hand, I put her in her room, that doesnt get me anywhere, excpet a headache from her screaming!!! I tell her cannot go outside, she sneaks behind my back. Plus it is beautiful today, why should Madison be punished with staying inside because her sister? Its not fair to her! I cant very well send Madison outside ith Jerry he will not watch and and she too will wander off!!!

Irriated
Yesterday I really just hung around the house. I installed People PC and Elena rode the bus here after school and I babysat her til about 5:30. Her mom stopped by for a few minutesw to se her and Kevin got here at abiut 5;30. Melinda about an hr later. We had pizza for dinner. Jerry built a picnic table yesterday, it turned out pretty nice, he is still working on it now actually. We watched all dogs go to heaven 2 and the ledgend of cougar canyon and put the girls in bed, and went to bed, watched a couple episodes of law and order and went to sleep. I woke up at about 2 am and he wazs gone, this is the third night in a row, but when I want him gone, foret it its nt happening! I got pissy about him waking me up and went out on the couch at like 5:30 this morning. Melinda called and woke me up at about 8:30, I am sooo fucking tired of listening to her bitching mouth!!! "Kevin this, Kevin that" Got online and talked to Kathy for a while, we were texting shit for brains, oops I mean Josh. Got offline and talked to her on the phone a bit about the sister knocking the shit out of Kevin. She said she would bring her scanner over later. Got off the phone with her and here I am again. Later this afternoon Jerry the girls and I are going to town, we need to go get baby wipes and tampons.

March 11, 2005
A lot of things al at once
Well, yesterday Aunt Kathy and Joey came down and visited a bit. Aunt Kathy came to get her Kalua and of course Joey had to come. I cannot stand that kid!!! They stayed a while, then Joey went to Jackie's house to play with True, he is much to old to be playing with True if you ask me, but I guess thats just my opinion. Caught True chasing the horses with his dirt bike. You betcha I will be talking to Jackie about it too! We gave AUt Kathy a ride home and went to town. At Tucker's there was 2 ambulances and 2 cop cars, figured they wre held up or something. Went to the mill and got Jerry's vacation pay, which was down wrong, we requested 18 hrs foor Feb and 18 for March and we got a 54 hr check. We did need to money tho. Went to WinCo and did some grocery shopping. Stayed in the truck with the girls while Jerry ran into wal-mart and got a new deep frier, now Melinda can have hers back its a major piece anyways. Went through the drive through at McDonald's for diner. Stopped in Willamina for tampons I forgot about. Stopped at Tucker's for cigarettes. They were not held up, I drunk was trying to get a ride to Salem, so he called 911 and said he was having heart prolems, they took him to McMinnville. LOL! Came home unloaded groceries. Jerry's dad called, he is coming up today at about 2, oh yay NOT! He doesnt like me and I know he doesnt.... Talked to Melinda a bit on the phone. Messed around on the computer downloading music. Took a bath and went to bed. MAkayla woke m up at 4 becuase she was thirsty, Jerry was gone surprise, surprise. Stayed up til 5:45 and went back to bed. Jeryr came home sometime but I was asleep, dont remember when. Only woke up for a second. Melinda woke me up at 8:30 calling. talked a bit and tieed getting online...busy and again and again and again. Finally fed up called people pc and re installed. I was able to get online. downloaded some more music, emailed Kev and check my email.

March 12, 2005
Kathy
I talked to Kathy for a bit, Daniel is being a total prick to her about her being in the hospital. I know it because he dont wanna be stuck with those kids. I wish Jerry inconsiderate dad would go to bed Makayla is trying to sleep!!

My day(s) (3/11-3/12/05)
Yesterday was warm and beautiful. Jerry's dad got here around 2 and him, Makayla and Jerry spent most all day outdoors. Madison and I stayed insdie cleaning up and such and a lot of tie on the computer. Kevin came over for a few, I wish he would have stayed, but of course not... He said Josh is the reason he hasnt been emailing me, because he walks into the office. I told him big deal! What the hell's he gonna see. Nothing he doesnt know already I am sure. Barb came over in the evening. We had chilli for dinner, cleaned up and went to bed. Kevin gave me an awesome sleeping pill. I took a quarter of it and got a very good nights sleep. This morning Bob and Barb left beore the rest of us got up. Relieved really, she is soooo annoying!!! I had cereal with the girls for breakfast and cleaned up. Played on the comp a while. Gave the girls a bath and sent Makayla out to play with Jerry and layed Maddie down for a nap and took a nap myself. While I was napping Makayla got bit on her back by Jackie's horse 2 times and it looks pretty nasty! I have about fucking had it with all them up there! True and Promise are absolute HEATHENS and you can bet Future is gonna be just as bad, maybe even worse!! Gramma and Grampa came down and brought the girl bubbles in a cute bottle. Jery, Bob and Barb went grocery shopping, we BBQed steak for dinner, cleaned up and Melinda calledshe had Joey because Kathy had emergency surgery last night. Kathy called, she seems ok, in a lot of pain.

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